{"id":"01KFE0HCZ11ZP00GAGXW60V0SS","cid":"bafkreiatww73rpvmjgfbxvgn2qf3jgvlagpuvf2rtnbeolu326x56avawi","type":"file","properties":{"cid":"bafkreicfykkzhzzm2akmo23b6blso47lyarfms2uwg7mkjw34ofdcamdbu","content_type":"image/jpeg","filename":"crimepunishment00dostiala_page_0209.jpg","key":"pdf-page-1768923112732-psyzpmsfi9","label":"crimepunishment00dostiala_page_0209.jpg","page_number":209,"pdf_type":"born_digital","size":212329,"text":"CRIME AND PUNISHMENT 201\nRomanovna . . . that was simply intolerable. He brought his\nfist down heavily on the kitchen stove, hurt his hand and sent\none of the bricks flying.\n\"Of course,\" he muttered to himself a minute later with a\nfeeling of self-abasement, \"of course, all these infamies can\nnever be wiped out or smoothed over . . . and so it's useless even\nto think of it, and I must go to them in silence and do my duty\n... in silence, too. . . . and not ask forgiveness, and say nothing\n. . . for all is lost now!\"\nAnd yet as he dressed he examined his attire more carefully\nthan usual. He hadn't another suit — if he had had, perhaps he\nwouldn't have put it on. \"I would have made a point of not\nputting it on.\" But in any case he could not remain a cynic\nand a dirty sloven; he had no right to oflfend the feelings of\nothers, especially when they were in need of his assistance and\nasking him to see them. He brushed his clothes carefully. His\nlinen was always decent; in that respect he was especially clean.\nHe washed that morning scrupulously — he got some soap\nfrom Nastasya — he washed his hair, his neck and especially his\nhands. When it came to the question whether to shave his\nstubbly chin or not (Praskovya Pavlovna had capital razors\nthat had been left by her late husband) , the question was an-\ngrily answered in the negative. \"Let it stay as it is! What if they\nthink that I shaved on purpose to ... ? They certainly would\nthink so! Not on any account!\"\n\"And . . • the worst of it was he was so coarse, so dirty, he\nhad the manners of a pothouse; and . . . and even admitting\nthat he knew he had some of the essentials of a gentleman . . .\nwhat was there in that to be proud of? Every one ought to be a\ngentleman and more than that . . . and all the same (he remem-\nbered) he,too, had done little things . . . not exactly dishonest,\nand yet. . . . And what thoughts he sometimes had; hm . . .\nand to set all that beside Avdotya Romanovna! Confound it!\nSo be it! Well, he'd make a point then of being dirty, greasy,\npothouse in his manners and he wouldn't care! He'd be worse!\"\nHe was engaged in such monologues when Zossimov, who\nhad spent the night in Praskovya Pavlovna's parlour, came in.\nHe was going home and was in a hurry to look at the invalid\nfirst.- Razumihin informed him that Raskolnikov was sleeping","text_extracted_at":"2026-01-20T15:31:52.732Z","text_extracted_by":"pdf-processor","text_has_content":true,"text_source":"born_digital","uploaded":true},"relationships":[{"peer":"01KFCZZ05FKVDDMJJV3YE9Q4WH","peer_label":"crimepunishment00dostiala.pdf","peer_type":"file","predicate":"derived_from"},{"peer":"01KESYJX0Z6XE0HWTS5N3SDG0B","peer_label":"The Classics","peer_type":"collection","predicate":"collection"}],"ver":2,"created_at":"2026-01-20T15:31:56.658Z","ts":"2026-01-20T15:31:58.660Z","edited_by":{"method":"manual","user_id":"01KFCZWTBNJH4WFMS8354919KY"}}