{"id":"01KFE0G8C0S16KJ6D7GSN9K66G","cid":"bafkreihgpobasfdpunkr56prfpaq2zm7kq5unldr6cjdivz3rer7rqrlzu","type":"file","properties":{"cid":"bafkreidkx4s4hs7efd2xw3gj5aqxhairbjilo7vzcexrtbqpbvtpudcrau","content_type":"image/jpeg","filename":"crimepunishment00dostiala_page_0200.jpg","key":"pdf-page-1768923078592-pdeigy1pbsd","label":"crimepunishment00dostiala_page_0200.jpg","page_number":200,"pdf_type":"born_digital","size":207032,"text":"192 CRIME AND PUNISHMENT\nafraid a little time ago that he would go mad . . . that's why he\nmustn't be irritated.\"\n\"What do you say?\" cried the mother.\n\"Did the doctor really say that?\" asked Avdotya Romanovna,alarmed.\n\"Yes, but it's not so, not a bit of it. He gave him some medi-\ncine, apowder, I saw it, and then your coming here. . . . Ah! It\nwould have been better if you had come to-morrow. It's a good\nthing we went away. And in an hour Zossimov himself will re-\nport to you about everything. He is not drunk! And I shan't be\ndrunk . . . And what made me get so tight? Because they got\nme into an argument, damn them! I've sworn never to argue!\nThey talk such trash! I almost came to blows! I've left my uncle\nto preside. Would you believe, they insist on complete absence\nof individualism and that's just what they relish! Not to be\nthemselves, to be as unlike themselves as they can. That's what\nthey regard as the highest point of progress. If only their non-\nsense were their own, but as it is . . .\"\n\"Listen!\" Pulcheria Alexandrovna interrupted timidly, but it\nonly added fuel to the flames.\n\"What do you think?\" shouted Razumihin, louder than ever,\n\"you think I am attacking them for talking nonsense? Not a\nbit! I like them to talk nonsense. That's man's one privilege\nover all creation. Through error you come to the truth! I am\na man because I err! You never reach any truth without making\nfourteen mistakes and very likely a hundred and fourteen. And\na fine thing, too, in its way; but we can't even make mistakes on\nour own account! Talk nonsense, but talk your own nonsense,\nand I'll kiss you for it. To go wrong in one's own way is better\nthan to go right in some one else's. In the first case you are a\nman, in the second you're no better than a bird. Truth won't\nescape you, but life can be cramped. There have been examples.\nAnd what are we doing now? In science, development, thought,\ninvention, ideals, aims, liberalism, judgment, experience and\neverything, everything, everything, we are still in the prepara-\ntory class at school. We prefer to live on other people's ideas, it's\nwhat we are used to! Am I right, am I right?\" cried Razumihin,\npressing and shaking the two ladies' hands.\n\"Oh, mercy, I do not know,\" cried poor Pulcheria Alex-\nandrovna.","text_extracted_at":"2026-01-20T15:31:18.592Z","text_extracted_by":"pdf-processor","text_has_content":true,"text_source":"born_digital","uploaded":true},"relationships":[{"peer":"01KFCZZ05FKVDDMJJV3YE9Q4WH","peer_label":"crimepunishment00dostiala.pdf","peer_type":"file","predicate":"derived_from"},{"peer":"01KESYJX0Z6XE0HWTS5N3SDG0B","peer_label":"The Classics","peer_type":"collection","predicate":"collection"}],"ver":2,"created_at":"2026-01-20T15:31:19.332Z","ts":"2026-01-20T15:31:20.334Z","edited_by":{"method":"manual","user_id":"01KFCZWTBNJH4WFMS8354919KY"}}