{"id":"01KFE0G87KCGTP3HYHF6B7M0A2","cid":"bafkreifmxjratora2hb3l37hzqg7pc5jomdyxefgw2tyoipqup3hxbgjve","type":"file","properties":{"cid":"bafkreidsg4olnpdc5xqj2gpi34wslpyjeetmjoyfxa3eunx6eprlh4lmc4","content_type":"image/jpeg","filename":"crimepunishment00dostiala_page_0107.jpg","key":"pdf-page-1768923078550-plrb3fpd2gn","label":"crimepunishment00dostiala_page_0107.jpg","page_number":107,"pdf_type":"born_digital","size":209176,"text":"CRIME AND PUNISHMENT 99\nI could pay of myself . . . and now, when I have lost my lessons\nand have nothing to eat, she takes action against me. What am\nI to say to that?\"\n\"All these affecting details are no business of ours,\" Ilya\nPetrovitch interrupted rudely. \"You must give a written un-\ndertaking, butas for your love affairs and all these tragic events,\nwe have nothing to do with that.\"\n\"Come now . . . you are harsh,\" muttered Nikodim Fomitch,\nsitting down at the table and also beginning to write. He looked\na little ashamed.\n\"Write!\" said the head clerk to Raskolnikov.\n\"Write what?\" the latter asked, gruffly.\n\"I will dictate to you.\"\nRaskolnikov fancied that the head clerk treated him more\ncasually and contemptuously after his speech, but strange to\nsay he suddenly felt completely indifferent to any one's opinion,\nand this revulsion took place in a flash, in one instant. If he\nhad cared to think a little, he would have been amazed indeed\nthat he could have talked to them like that a minute before,\nforcing h's feelings upon them. And where had those feelings\ncome from? Now if the whole room had been filled, not with\npolice officers, but with those nearest and dearest to him, he\nwould not have found one human word for them, so empty was\nhis heart. A gloomy sensation of agonising, everlasting solitude\nand remoteness, took conscious form in his soul. It was not the\nmeanness of his sentimental effusions before Ilya Petrovitch, nor\nthe meanness of the latter's triumph over him that had caused\nthis sudden revulsion in his heart. Oh, what had he to do now\nwith his own baseness, with all these petty vanities, officers,\nGerman women, debts, police offices? If he had been sentenced\nto be burnt at that moment, he would not have stirred, would\nhardly have heard the sentence to the end. Something was\nhappening to him entirely new, sudden and unknown. It was\nnot that he understood, but he felt clearly with all the intensity\nof sensation that he could never more appeal to these people in\nthe police-office with sentimental effusions like his recent out-\nburst, or with anything whatever; and that if they had been his\nown brothers and sisters and not police officers, it would have\nbeen utterly out of the question to appeal to them in any cir-\ncumstance oflife. He had never experienced such a strange and","text_extracted_at":"2026-01-20T15:31:18.550Z","text_extracted_by":"pdf-processor","text_has_content":true,"text_source":"born_digital","uploaded":true},"relationships":[{"peer":"01KFCZZ05FKVDDMJJV3YE9Q4WH","peer_label":"crimepunishment00dostiala.pdf","peer_type":"file","predicate":"derived_from"},{"peer":"01KESYJX0Z6XE0HWTS5N3SDG0B","peer_label":"The Classics","peer_type":"collection","predicate":"collection"}],"ver":2,"created_at":"2026-01-20T15:31:19.157Z","ts":"2026-01-20T15:31:20.262Z","edited_by":{"method":"manual","user_id":"01KFCZWTBNJH4WFMS8354919KY"}}