{"id":"01KFE0G1YVMW2GVH51TX8NXVJN","cid":"bafkreic7ha3c3pnz6vbiy44ln6p4oep375efuewvmkikicpo6pn32pkmri","type":"file","properties":{"cid":"bafkreiaoviaj6j6kopf63gebanf4acamrw54obeqkgf4u5mg6ychoyqpfe","content_type":"image/jpeg","filename":"crimepunishment00dostiala_page_0495.jpg","key":"pdf-page-1768923071995-mre91o0zrq8","label":"crimepunishment00dostiala_page_0495.jpg","page_number":495,"pdf_type":"born_digital","size":180432,"text":"CRIME AND PUNISHMENT 487\nbeen waiting a long time. He stopped short in the doorway. She\nrose from the sofa in dismay and stood up facing him. Her eyes\nfixed upon him, betrayed horror and infinite grief. And fron\nthose eyes alone he saw at once that she knew.\n\"Am I to come in or go away?\" he asked uncertainly.\n\"I've been all day with Sofya Semyonovna. We were both\nwaiting for you. We thought that you would be sure to come\nthere.\"Raskolnikov went into the room and sank exhausted on a\nchair.\n\"I feel weak, Dounia, I am very tired; and I should have liked\nat this moment to be able to control myself.\"\nHe glanced at her mistrustfully.\n\"Where were you all night?\"\n\"I don't remember clearly. You see, sister, I wanted to make\nup my mind once for all, and several times I walked by the\nNeva, I remember that I wanted to end it all there, but ... I\ncouldn't make up my mind,\" he whispered, looking at her mis-\ntrustfully again.\n\"Thank God! That was just what we were afraid of, Sofya\nSemyonovna and I. Then you still have faith in life? Thank\nGod, thank God!\"\nRaskolnikov smiled bitterly.\n\"I haven't faith, but I have just been weeping in mother's\narms; I haven't faith, but I have just asked her to pray for me.\nI don't know how it is, Dounia, I don't vmderstand it.\"\n\"Have you been at mother's? Have you told her?\" cried\nDounia, horror-stricken. \"Surely you haven't done that?\"\n\"No, I didn't tell her ... in words; but she understood a\ngreat deal. She heard you talking in your sleep. I am sure she\nhalf understands it already. Perhaps I did wrong in going to see\nher. I don't know why I did go. I am a contemptible person,\nDounia.\"\n\"A contemptible person, but ready to face suffering! You\nare, aren't you?\"\n\"Yes, I am going. At once. Yes, to escape the disgrace I\nthought of drowning myself, Dounia, but as I looked into the\nwater, I thought that if I had considered myself strong till now\nI'd better not be afraid of disgrace,\" he said, hurrying on. \"It's\npride, Dounia.\"","text_extracted_at":"2026-01-20T15:31:11.995Z","text_extracted_by":"pdf-processor","text_has_content":true,"text_source":"born_digital","uploaded":true},"relationships":[{"peer":"01KFCZZ05FKVDDMJJV3YE9Q4WH","peer_label":"crimepunishment00dostiala.pdf","peer_type":"file","predicate":"derived_from"},{"peer":"01KESYJX0Z6XE0HWTS5N3SDG0B","peer_label":"The Classics","peer_type":"collection","predicate":"collection"}],"ver":2,"created_at":"2026-01-20T15:31:12.830Z","ts":"2026-01-20T15:31:14.179Z","edited_by":{"method":"manual","user_id":"01KFCZWTBNJH4WFMS8354919KY"}}