{"id":"01KFE0EZAF4B16GN0YJS9QX25P","cid":"bafkreia647fzadhzcqmaj6uauhgewlz464efiumyt3gm4r6prmj7ig3ihi","type":"file","properties":{"cid":"bafkreidozaebm5q3ssqk5brpkozbjl343dnipbwayunwg3ox7kp3sasjrm","content_type":"image/jpeg","filename":"crimepunishment00dostiala_page_0306.jpg","key":"pdf-page-1768923036545-3fsmjyn63uk","label":"crimepunishment00dostiala_page_0306.jpg","page_number":306,"pdf_type":"born_digital","size":196263,"text":"298 CRIME AND PUNISHMENT\nthough hesitating what he would say. But there was a look of\nsharp determination in his white face.\n\"I meant to say ... as I was coming here ... I meant to tell\nyou, mother, and you, Dounia, that it would be better for us\nto part for a time. I feel ill, I am not at peace. ... I will come\nafterwards, I will come of myself . . . when it's possible, I re-\nmember you and love you. . . . Leav« me, leave me alone. I de-\ncided this even before . . . I'm absolutely resolved on it. What-\never may come to me, whether I come to ruin or not, I want to\nbe alone. Forget me altogether, it's better. Don't inquire about\nme. When I can, I'll come of myself or . . . I'll send for you.\nPerhaps it will all come back, but now if you love me, give me\nup . . . else I shall begin to hate you, I feel it. . . . Good-bye!\"\n\"Good God!\" cried Pulcheria Alexandrovna. Both his mother\nand his sister were terribly alarmed. Razumihin was also.\n\"Rodya, Rodya, be reconciled with us! Let us be as before!\"\ncried his poor mother.\nHe turned slowly to the door and slowly went out of the\nroom. Dounia overtook him.\n\"Brother, what are you doing to mother?\" she whispered,\nher eyes flashing with indignation.\nHe looked dully at her.\n\"No matter, I shall come. . . . I'm coming,\" he muttered in\nan undertone, as though not fully conscious of what he was\nsaying, and he went out of the room.\n\"Wicked, heartless egoist!\" cried Dounia.\n\"He is insane, but not heartless. He is mad! Don't you see it?\nYou're heartless after that!\" Razumihin whispered in her ear,\nsqueezing her hand tightly. \"I shall be back directly,\" he shouted\nto the horror-stricken mother, and he ran out of the room.\nRaskolnikov was waiting for him at the end of the passage.\n\"I knew you would run after me,\" he said. \"Go back to them\n— be with them ... be with them to-morrow and always. ... I\n. . . perhaps I shall come ... if I can. Good-bye.\"\nAnd without holding out his hand he walked away.\n\"But where are you going? What are you doing? What's the\nmatter withr you? How can you go on like this?\" Razumihin\nmuttered, at his wits' end.\nRaskolnikov stopped once more.\n\"Once for all, never ask me about anything. I have nothing","text_extracted_at":"2026-01-20T15:30:36.545Z","text_extracted_by":"pdf-processor","text_has_content":true,"text_source":"born_digital","uploaded":true},"relationships":[{"peer":"01KFCZZ05FKVDDMJJV3YE9Q4WH","peer_label":"crimepunishment00dostiala.pdf","peer_type":"file","predicate":"derived_from"},{"peer":"01KESYJX0Z6XE0HWTS5N3SDG0B","peer_label":"The Classics","peer_type":"collection","predicate":"collection"}],"ver":2,"created_at":"2026-01-20T15:30:37.257Z","ts":"2026-01-20T15:30:38.338Z","edited_by":{"method":"manual","user_id":"01KFCZWTBNJH4WFMS8354919KY"}}