{"id":"01KFE0CTZARJGS7XVZRB6J3C26","cid":"bafkreidzcoehyxuhnqvndptws4dfddaufphqj4db3an7qi4sw3jlaxahwe","type":"file","properties":{"cid":"bafkreib2sdbhlguxy4xhyhimdyjjhindeqqynkv3lu7hh7ci2ywimp5xbm","content_type":"image/jpeg","filename":"crimepunishment00dostiala_page_0113.jpg","key":"pdf-page-1768922966640-cg7tu7nbke","label":"crimepunishment00dostiala_page_0113.jpg","page_number":113,"pdf_type":"born_digital","size":212027,"text":"CRIME anU punishment 105\nbered that he began laughing a thin, nervous noiseless laugh,\nand went on laughing all the time he was crossing the square.\nBut when he reached the K Boulevard where two days\nbefore he had come upon that girl, his laughter suddenly ceased.\nOther ideas crept into his mind. He felt all at once that it would\nbe loathsome to pass that seat on which after the girl was gone,\nhe had sat and pondered, and that it would be hateful, too, to\nmeet that whiskered policeman to whom he had given the\ntwenty cof>ecks: \"Damn him!\"\nHe walked, looking about him angrily and distractedly. All\nhis ideas now seemed to be circling round some. single point, and\nhe felt that there really was such a point, and that now, now, he\nwas left facing that point — and for the first time, indeed, dur-\ning the last two months.\n\"Damn it all!\" he thought suddenly, in a fit of ungovernable\nfury. \"If it has begun, then it has begiui. Hang the new life!\nGood Lord, how stupid it is! . . . And what lies I\" told to-day!\nHow despicably I fawned upon that wretched Ilya Petrovitch!\nBut that is all folly! What do I care for them all, and my fawn-\ning upon them! It is not that at all! It is not that at all!\"\nSuddenly he stopped; a new utterly unexpected and exceed-\ningly simple question perplexed and bitterly confounded him.\n\"If it all has really been done deliberately and not idiotically,\nif I really had a certain and definite object, how is it I did not\neven glance into the purse and don't know what I had there, for\nwhich I have vmdergone these agonies, and have deliberately\nundertaken this base, filthy degrading business? And here I\nwanted at once to throw into the water the purse together with\nall the things which I had not seen either . . . how's that?\"\nYes, that was so, that was all so. Yet he had known it all\nbefore, and it was not a new question for him, even when it was\ndecided in the night without hesitation and consideration, as\nthough so it must be, as though it could not possibly be other-\nwise. .. . Yes, he had known it all, and understood it all; it\nsurely had all been settled even yesterday at the moment when\nhe was bending over the box and pulling the jewel-cases out of\nit. . . . Yes, so it was.\n\"It is because I am very ill,\" he decided grimly at last, \"I have\nbeen worrying and fretting myself, and I don't know what I\nam doing. . . . Yesterday and the day before yesterday and all","text_extracted_at":"2026-01-20T15:29:26.640Z","text_extracted_by":"pdf-processor","text_has_content":true,"text_source":"born_digital","uploaded":true},"relationships":[{"peer":"01KFCZZ05FKVDDMJJV3YE9Q4WH","peer_label":"crimepunishment00dostiala.pdf","peer_type":"file","predicate":"derived_from"},{"peer":"01KESYJX0Z6XE0HWTS5N3SDG0B","peer_label":"The Classics","peer_type":"collection","predicate":"collection"}],"ver":2,"created_at":"2026-01-20T15:29:27.306Z","ts":"2026-01-20T15:29:28.392Z","edited_by":{"method":"manual","user_id":"01KFCZWTBNJH4WFMS8354919KY"}}